love ridden...get gone... please... please...

.tornasoleada.habla.
love ridden? get gone!//loveridden...get gone

Love ridden i've looked at you
with the focus i gave to my birthday candles...
i want your warmth but it will only make me colder when it's over,
so i can't tonight <>
no, not "baby" anymore- if i need you i'll just use your simple name
my hand won't hold you down no more,
only kisses on the cheek from now on,
and in a little while we'll only have to wave...

//wave goodbye to the oldtimes//
//to the laughs and the days//
//to the lightning in our eyes and in our skins//
//the brightness that was a lie//
//'cause i guess you also brighten when you lie//
//that blinding fabric you had around my eyes has fallen off my eyes, you took it off when you made the irage of love & happiness dissappear//

i've done what i could for you
but you're not benefiting,
i'm gonna heal from this
nothing to figure out
that she don't give a shit about me...
there's nothing left to grieve...
fucking go!

//you've teared my heart apart//
//your fucking tears have dissolved all the faith that remained in the depths of this gray and lonesome heart...//
//the tears i've cried haven't been enough to wash out all this loneliness...//
//i just wanna fucking die...//